Wednesday, December 25, 2013
Assalamualaikum! Jumpa lagi yep. Alhamdulillah. Alkisahnya, Uda adik beradik nasyeed club saya ajak join fasi untuk satu program ni. Lama sungguh tak jadi fasi. Tapi kali ni program tentang solat. Lantas berangkat la kami bersama Najmi, Acik dan Diba. Sebenarnya dah plan modul macam2, in the end we were told that the program wanted to focus more on solat. So memang game duit syiling je sempat main. Anak emas, Big Boss, Moon Sun tu tak sempat sobsob. Dengan peserta yang dijangka hanya tiga puluh tapi rupanya jadi lapan puluh, dengan adik2 lelaki pulak yang mencecah enam puluh orang. Fuuh. Memang hingaq surau kata orang Kedah. Haha.
Ada benda yang perlu bantuan, kami bantu. Ada Kuliah maghrib, ustaz situ bagi. Malam lepas isyak yang start ice breaking semua. Memang habis lambat, sebab amali solat pun mula jam 11 pm. Itu pun rasa tak puas sebab hanya sempat suruh leader demo solat memasing. Sedih =(
Malam tu, adik2 Ya Allah, bising taktahu nak kata camna. Sampaikan Acik n Diba tak tido langsung. Memule saya cuba tidur, takdapat, then pasang instumental dari Solo Piano Diary, pun takdapat, last2 dengar Quran, lena sikit, itupun banyak kali jaga sebab adik2 lelaki berlari, baling apa barang pun tak diketahui, sembang jangan cakap lah, yang pasti memang macam pasar. Aduhaii, sekolah rendah sampai sekolah menengah pesertanya. Tapi tak silap abang2 yang banyak bising sebab jumpa member kan, bila lagi nak begini. Hehs. Dalam 330 am saya dikejutkan oleh Diba. Hihi. Memang suara rock habis sebab tak cukup tidur kan. Haha. Basuh2 muka bla3, qiamullail, solat subuh, kuliah subuh. Kuliah tu Maulana Mohd Ali b. Yusof yang sampaikan. Tentang solat juga, tapi seriously seronokkkkk.. MashaAllah taktau nak cakap camne. Cuba jugak untuk tahan mata dari pejam. Most of the time I was awake tapi ade jugak yang takdapat tangkap point2 yang disampaikan sebab lena beberapa saat. Hihi.
Haaa, aktiviti lepas kuliah ni yang paling besttttt, I loike sejuta lemon. Senaman!!! Uncle Nik Hazim tak silap nama cikgu ni. Stretching seperti seorang jurulatih. Because at last I knew he took Sains Sukan. No wonder la kan, and he teaches taekwondo at that residence. Tabik Spring tuan! Waktu memula beliau suruh buat stretching semua, I had that thought that this person must be an expert in his field. Memang kalau boleh nak sign la kan. Lepastu ucapan pengerusi surau, Prof. Dr. Hj. Jamaludin b. Mohamed, saying thanks to everyone and all. Then penyampaian sijil.
Sunday, December 22, 2013
"Now You know why Allah says don't do it. Coz it hurts.
There are consequences of this in the Akhirah but emotionally, people get scarred.
And we get really messed up."
"You have to unfriend all of those girls.
Yup, you do. You're listening? You have to unfriend them.
And don't call them back, and don't text them back.
And when they said : what happened, you don't like me anymore;
You don't even say : no no no no it's not, it's Islam.
NO, DON'T DO THAT.
Don't even talk back.
Just leave it.
End of Story."
"Only Allah knows your mistakes, I don't want to know, and you shouldn't tell people.
It's between you and Allah."
Me : If you listen to his words, you might know my feeling, and feel the same as me. The feeling that can't be described. I think the scar that I got has made who I am today, heartless and thoughtless Sumaiyah. May Allah forgive us all. Ameen Ya Robb.
Saturday, December 21, 2013
You desire it so much and in no time it becomes worthless to you.
Allah Azzawajalla tells us that all the things that we want so badly, we'll start losing interest in them.
And the eternal punishment in Jahannam, thats the one that you won't get used to.
The punishment of Jahannam is not something that anyone will get used to.
The desire of this world, and even the pain in this world, you can get used to.
But that desire, that pain (in Jahannam) you will not get used to.
And forgiveness from Allah, that is permanent.
And incredible contentment, you will be finally satisfied, you will not look for next thing ;
You will be at that contentment, you re gonna be at peace, in Jannah
You re not gonna be at peace here (dunya) where we'll be always looking for the next.
What is a worldly life, in amounts of nothing, but means by which people get deceived.
People think that they will find happiness but they don't.
May Allah Azzawajalla help us recognize what true happiness is, what it really means.
May He help us materialize the true happiness thru real faith in him and thru real expectation from Allah Azzawajall.